It used to be “I hate getting hurt but if you did hurt me I would hurt you back” now it’s “it hurts, suck it up no matter how painful it is”

Don’t know what makes me feel better. Better off alone I think.

Anonymous asked: Can you upload a picture of your baby! Congrats! When did you give birth?!

I don’t have a photo of him yet, I’ve got about 8 weeks to go. But thanks :)

What do you do when you don’t want your own father around your child because you think his a bad role model and your mother forces you to stay at home rather than moving out because she thinks your incapable of looking after your own child and husband and that you don’t want to break her heart?

This is what I have to cope with at home every single day. How can I not get angry at the world when my world is frustrating me??

I really miss your company. Every time I got upset you would take me out, talk through my problems and make me laugh so hard by telling me stupid stories. I remember that one day where I found out I was pregnant and I came to you in tears, you kissed me on the forehead and told me it was going to be okay. Now, it feels like you’ve erased me from your life and I’m not feeling okay no more. I really really miss you and I actually need you now.

Hopefully Kony is just the start of many more uncovered stories that has yet to be documented. Let this be a reminder that justice begins within each individual.

Ok where should I start? My family… My father, he gets annoyed at everything, literally. He finds small pitfalls in everyone’s life and refuses to listen to anyone. His always trying to pick a fight whenever anyone talks to my brother, it feels like he hates his guts so much he wants him off this universe. Such a role model.. But further, my brother is a fucking stubborn cunt and likes to go against anything my dad says. He refuses to get a job until recently I told him he had to move out in March to be more responsible and so that I use his room as a nursery. But his only starting to look now!! After the deadline since I gave him a month to look around!!! Am I supposed to be the bad guy that tosses him out onto the streets or should I let him keep staying here and freeloading and knowing that his never going to get off his backside and do something with his life?
My mum, always stuck in the middle of decision making, says one thing and never does it and then regrets and complains and complains.
My husband.. I don’t know.. Works too much.. Works not enough.. Boring? Drinks too much… We can’t talk like bestfriends.. I don’t know.. Not my other half.. It’s complicated..

What else is there to do these days besides think and getting frustrated and upset?